Gluten-Free Pumpkin Muffins

When asking people what I should bring to an office potluck, the only request I had was from a friend who wanted something with pumpkin in it. I am not a fan of the texture of pumpkin pie, so I had to think about what else I could do. There has to be more to pumpkin than jack-o-lanterns, seeds, pie and seasonal beer…

That being said, I made up a muffin recipe on the fly, based on my apple cake recipe.

As mentioned in my 17 March post, my flour mix was suggested by Gluten Free Girl and the Chef:

  • 6 parts white rice flour
  • 2 parts potato starch
  • 1 part tapioca flour

Muffin Ingredients:

  • 1 can of pumpkin puree (15oz pure pumpkin, no spice)
  • 2 teaspoons vanilla extract
  • 1/8 cup dark molasses (the darker the better)
  • 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
  • 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
  • 1/8 teaspoon ground clove
  • 1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
  • 1/4 teaspoon ground allspice
  • 3 cups gluten-free flour mix
  • 1 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
  • 1 teaspoon salt
  • 1 cup sugar
  • 1 cup dark brown sugar
  • 3/4 cups dark brown sugar (separated)
  • 1 cup cinnamon applesauce (no sugar added)
  • 1/4 cup of butter (1/2 a stick)
  • 3 eggs
  • 3/4 tsp xanthan gun

Directions:

Preheat the oven to 325 degrees F. Use cupcake tin with paper inserts (makes ~30 cupcakes)

In a bowl, mix together the pumpkin, 3/4 cup dark brown sugar, vanilla, molasses, cinnamon, allspice, nutmeg, ginger, and cloves.

In a separate bowl, sift together the flour, baking soda, xanthan gum, and salt

Beat the remaining sugar, applesauce, butter, and eggs in a large bowl. Add in the pumpkin mixture. Add in the dry ingredients and beat until completely combined.

Pour the batter into the cups (1/2 to 2/3 full) and bake for 30-35 minutes or until a toothpick inserted into the middle of a cake comes out clean. Makes approximately 30 cupcakes.

Ice with cinnamon buttercream frosting.

Open Doors

Things change. Sometimes they change because we want them to. Sometimes they change because we need them to.

I’ve been working full-time as a paramedic since the beginning of 1999. In my working life I’ve done what seems like a million different jobs, most of them while living in New York City’s metropolitan area. My life is good. I have amazing friends and a job that I love (most of the time). I am lucky to be able to live comfortably, and I work hard for the things I have. My problem is that I feel my life has stagnated. I often find myself wondering “Is this all there is for me?”

So…what changes do I make?

Location? I’ve wanted to go back to upstate New York for years. Unfortunately, paramedics don’t make anything even resembling a living wage in the Albany area. The commute to New Jersey is doable, but not ideal. That being said, the commute would be more than worth it for a positive change. I can drive the 300 miles round-trip 3-4 times every 2 weeks.

Job? I have no desire to be in the EMS management structure; it’s like herding cats…we’re all too independent for our own good (and that’s a necessary thing in para-medicine). I have no desire to be a nurse or a physician assistant. I have no desire to be a doctor. Being a line medic is great, but (realistically speaking) I can’t do it forever. It’s hard on the body as well as being hard on the mind and on the soul. I’d also kill for the opportunity to wear something other than blue polyester-blend pants and black combat boots to work.

Both location and job? An amazing opportunity came up in the form of a job that could have been tailor-made for me. I was offered a job at a company that does translation and localization (of pretty much everything) as a project manager. I’m extremely excited about it. It’s a job I did in high school as a freelancer, and I had no idea that I could actually make a career of it. The company also happens to be located about three miles from the city I’d like to be living in.

I have a lot of change coming at once. That it’s what I’ve actively pursued doesn’t make it any less terrifying, but it’s what I want…what I’ve been working toward. You can’t make it as a paramedic without being able to handle a little fear (and a lot of blood, guts, tears, and body fluids…)

Sometimes you have to walk through a door having faith that your path to a better life lies on the other side.

Photo taken with an iPhone 4S and processed with Pixlromatic, Filterstorm, and FingerFocus.

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Bloom, day 23

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I never got a reminder yesterday. This should be day 24, but it’s only my 23rd picture. I’ve made the decision to go by reminders. This is my 23rd reminder, hence “day 23.”

Today found me gassing up my car so I can get back to work tonight. At this point I’ve been awake for 23 hours (minus a 1.5 hour nap last night). I’m tired. I’ll be sleeping through today’s beautiful blue skies. By the time I wake up it will be dark again.

Taken with an iPhone 4S using the Instagram app with Lomi-Fi filter.

Late Roses

Bloom, day 22

Late Roses

Today’s notification finds me paying my rent (finally!). I noticed some late roses on the bush next to me…which made me think of one of my favorite pieces of music, Jeff Moore’s “Snow and Roses.”

Associations happen. Music and flowers may not cure what ails you, but they can make you more accepting.

Taken with an iPhone 4S using Hipstamatic. Loftus Lens, DC Film, no flash

Mike Doughty, his Band Fantastic, and an iPhone

Mike Doughty, his Band Fantastic, and an iPhone

Ok…it has definitely been too long since I have posted here.

Saturday, November 19 2011, I went to see Mike Doughty and Moon Hooch play at the Bowery Ballroom. The show was, unsurprisingly, incredible.

As much as I would have loved to have brought a full complement of camera gear, I am currently limited to what I can easily use with one hand. All I brought with me was my iPhone 4S and the apps I use for editing on the phone.

I have to say that the quality of pictures this phone can take is amazing. Yes, the Canon 5D Mark II is better, but the fact that the quality of the iPhone is good enough to even be considered in the same sentence is mind-blowing if you stop to remember that we’re talking about what a phone can do.

Is a phone more limited than an SLR? YES.

Does that mean you can’t get good pictures with one? NO.

Learn what your gear can do. Learn what your gear can’t do. Push the boundaries. Have fun. Unlike film photography, deleting unusable pictures doesn’t cost you anything…and it’s easy to learn from your mistakes.

Taken 19 November 2011 at the Bowery Ballroom in NYC with an iPhone 4S. No flash was used. Processed through PhotoFX for iPhone. The rest of the pictures from this show are up on Flickr. I have an account dedicated to my mobile phone.

The Higher the Hair, the Dumber the Dood

The Higher the Hair, the Dumber the Dood

Words of wisdom written on a bathroom wall.

Take the time to look around you. You might be surprised by what you see, and it might be good for a photo…or even a laugh. Everyone needs a laugh.

Taken with an iPhone 3GS, using the Instagram App on 11 June 2011 at Barcade (163 Newark Avenue in Jersey City).

Window Shopping

Window Shopping

Mannikins creep some people out. Personally, I find them fascinating.

Looking in store windows is a voyeuristic experience. Often, the windows tell stories. They are designed to make us look…and look again…and covet what see enough to go into the store and max out our credit cards purchasing things we didn’t know we needed.

Photographing store windows is an exercise in giving life to the inanimate. Changing angles, playing with reflections, experimenting with depth of field…all of these things can give the illusion of motion and a look into the lives of mannikins.

Taken with an iPhone 3GS, and post-processed through Instagram using the tilt-shift function and the “Toaster” filter.

At the Dentist

At the Dentist

It’s hard to remember life before camera phones. I remember that a phone with a camera used to be a rarity, even when the quality of the camera was miserable.  Now camera phones are the norm…and the quality of both the phones and the in-phone applications to edit pictures are getting better and better.

What does it mean? It means we all take more pictures. It means we’ll stop to take a second look at something, and perhaps photograph it, for no other reason than “it looks cool.” It means we can share our every day lives with our friends and family.

Who would have thought that something as simple (or as complex) as putting a camera in a phone would have so much impact on our every-day lives?

Taken with an iPhone 3gs, with help from the Hipstamatic app, then post-processed through Instagram and posted directly from my phone to my mobile’s Flickr account.

Annie, Annie? Are you OK?

Annie, Annie? Are you OK?

It may seem silly when you take CPR that you have to check the responsiveness of the dummy as part of the “procedure.” It’s not.

The training works.

Going through the dialogue word-for-word usually means nothing is being missed.

The last patient I had that went down in public? He came to after his first shock (delivered by a bystander, prior to EMS arrival) and walked out of the hospital 4 days later with a brand-spanking-new implanted defibrillator. When we (the paramedics) got there, he couldn’t understand what all the fuss was about.

Photo taken with an iPhone 3GS, with help from the Hipstamatic app. (Lucifer lens, Dali film, no flash)